the last two years have been tough. paula and i separated and our marriage ended with a divorce only a few months ago. whilst also working way too much, it wasn't much of a surprise that burn-out symptons were starting to show. it's not something i wish upon anyone and i am thankful i was able to take a lengthier time off. during my stay in south africa and australia i was able to slowly start getting better. so with all that and so much more, i am looking forward to 2012. i have a feeling that it's going to be a good one again. so here's what i am hoping to achieve: